Inside the snowballing chaos of reality, a reservist soldier finds himself caught between the surrender of the self and a deepening inner crisis. A film about a widening fracture — the inner collapse of a reservist soldier caught in a war with no end in sight. Told from within, it follows the quiet voices of those who answered the call and now endure the public burden: staying on despite injustice, detachment, exhaustion, and despair. A raw, intimate testimony from the heart of the war — from October 7th to the present day.